Her hammering heart and the blood rushing through her ears were only minor details. Mary instead focused on Moriarty’s hand as, it too, was frozen in midair and as it slowly lowered back to his side. The flash of anger was still present in his eyes, so Mary refused to remove herself from the path to Gob. Slowly, the anger dimmed.
“Come with me, Mary. There’s something I want to show you.” He turned, heading for the back room door, and Mary hesitantly followed him.
She sensed someone behind her move. Moriarty rounded on them.
“Alone, lover boy.” Mary blushed, knowing he was probably referring to Eugene. Once she was inside, he slammed the door shut behind her and locked it. Mary tried not to show her nervousness in front of him.
“I should have slapped you for insolence.”
“You should be slapped for your cruelty,” she retorted. Moriarty continued as if he hadn’t heard her.
“But I like you— you’re just a nice girl that’s trying to find her dad— so I didn’t. Others, however, won’t be so forgiving.”
Mary glared as he searched through some metal crates.
“Brainwashing or no, I don’t know how things went in that Vault of yours, but I can tell you that things in the Wasteland are much different. Anyone else would have shot you for what you just did.” He turned to give her a gun— a scoped .44 magnum, he clarified.
“What’s this for?”
“Self-defense in case you decide to run that pretty mouth of yours again.” Mary took it, weighing it in her hands.
“Why are you doing this?”
“Because I had a daughter, once. She was headstrong and foolish like yourself. Got herself killed by doing something like what you did. And your father? He’s a good man— doesn’t deserve to be turned bitter and greedy like I am. Now, stay the fuck out of me business, and we can go on our merry way.”
“You can’t keep beating Gob,” she insisted. Moriarty pointed to the door.
“Go.” And Mary went.
She left the saloon with Eugene, and he asked her what happened with Moriarty.
“He gave me a gun.” She could see the confusion in his eyes, but he asked no more questions.
Mary was surprised and relieved at how relatively simple it was to diffuse the bomb. It was a simple matter of circuits, but Lucas Simms had been wrong. The bomb was still active and would have still posed as a threat to Megaton, especially if people like Mister Burke were lurking around.
Lucas Simms was beyond overjoyed at learning she had successfully deactivated the bomb— so much so that he awarded more caps that he originally promised and even gave her a house with a Robobutler named Wadsworth. He reminded her of the Vault’s Robobutler Andy.
The house was technically hers and hers alone, but Mary was not averse to sharing it with Eugene for helping her so much. She was surprised to learn that Eugene didn’t have a place to call home.
“But everyone here knows you so well.” Eugene shrugged.
“I’ve just never settled down. I’d always sleep in the Commons.” He paused, watching her pull something from her bag. “What’s that?”
It was a bobble head of a Vault Tec boy holding a syringe. For years it had sat on Dad’s desk as a memento of his contributions to Vault 101. In her escape of the Vault, she had grabbed it on impulse. Now she was setting it for display in her Megaton house.
“It’s my dad’s bobble head,” she answered. “He was the Vault doctor.”
Eugene only nodded.
“When can we leave for the GNR building?” Eugene looked uncomfortable by the sudden question.
“Soon,” he promised, and that was all he would say on the matter.
Two days passed in Megaton and Mary felt as though “soon” wasn’t going to be soon enough for her. She grew restless and impatient, then agitated and irate as Eugene spent the time talking with Moira or drinking with Nova Moriarty’s. When Mary wasn’t fiddling with her Pip-boy at her new house, she was sitting at the saloon too, passing the time with idle chat. Mary really liked Nova and her touch attitude— it was caring and maternal in its own way— but hated how she would change in the presence of another man. Gob was nice too and told stories about his life in the Wasteland and a place called Underworld, a small haven of a city buried beneath the ruins of D.C. and home to numerous ghouls that didn’t fit anywhere else.
“If you ever get the chance and find yourself there,” he had said. “Say ‘hi’ to Carol for me.”
Mary had nodded, hoping she had the chance to go to D.C. and not wait around Megaton for Eugene the rest of her life.
She noticed how Moriarty never seemed to lay a hand on Gob any more, at least what she saw. Mary didn’t think much of it until Nova pointed it out on her second day there.
“Hasn’t touched him. Won’t even talk to Gob when you’re around,” she said. “I guess whatever you said got through to him.”
Mary had smiled and as much as she was happy about Moriarty’s improvement, she hoped that she wouldn’t be there long to witness it.
Mary followed Eugene to Moira’s that afternoon, with nothing else better to do. Come to find out, he was peddling some new junk off to Moira.
“Where did you get that?” she asked.
Apparently, Eugene also left Megaton during the morning, scavenging around ruins to bring back to sell. Mary was furious that he had left without telling her, realizing there was no longer any real reason that stopped them from going to D.C. other than Eugene’s own procrastination. She planned to confront him about this after they left Moira’s, but as she leaned against the usual wall next to the scary mercenary, she knew that could be a while. So she leaned, fumed, and fiddled with her Pip-boy some more.
Then she noticed her Pip-boy had marked down the location of the GNR building.
She blinked and traced a line from the GNR marker to the Megaton one. It was a fairly straight shot— not that complicated. Perhaps she didn’t even need Eugene at all. She could just figure it out on her own.
The prospect of no longer waiting enthralled Mary enough where she was convinced that this could only be a good plan. So, she shrugged herself off the wall with a new sense of purpose and gave a curt nod of farewell to the mercenary and left the store. Eugene and Moira were upstairs, so she doubted that they would even hear her leave. And if they did, it made no difference to her.
She went to her house first to pack necessary thing— some food, ammo, water, stimpaks. Then, on a whim— Dad’s bobble head. But, she stopped and replaced it with the teddy bear.
She left the house with the intention of saying goodbye to Gob and Nova. She took the short route— passing by the once active bomb in the center of the town. She stopped next to it though, and tried to determine if the saloon was past the clinic or Mister Burke’s house.
—
Eugene descended Moira’s staircase, the armored Vault 101 jumpsuit in his hands.
“Thank you, Moira,” he said. She shrugged.
“It wasn’t a big problem. I was working on the prototype for a while before, and this gave me the excuse to finish it.” She paused. “Do you think she’ll like it?”
“Like it? I’m positive that she’ll love it.” At least when they left for D.C., Mary would have some sort of protection in the harsh Capitol Wasteland.
But at the bottom step, he froze.
“Where’s Mary?” he asked.
“The ever-silent mercenary jerked his thumb toward the door.
—
Mary was positive that it was past Mister Burke’s house, but walking by it made her nervous. She took a step closer and then heard the drunken slurs of someone nearby. She turned to them approaching her. It was dark, so she had to squint. Eventually, though, she could make out the details of Mister Burke’s distinguishing features drawing closer.
She tried avoiding him, hedging around the shadows, but he inevitably noticed her, even with his dark sunglasses.
“Well, look who it is,” he snarled bitterly. “Savior to Megaton. The Wasteland’s own Guardian Angel. How about a little bitch who can’t keep her nose in her own business?”
“What?” she said weakly.
“you heard me. Because of the gracious effort you did for this wretched place, Tenpenny fired me. Now I’ve trapped in this God forsaken crater.” The corner of his mouth twitched. “Ah, but I shan’t be bored— for the time being. Where’s your little protector?”
Mary reached for the .44 magnum Moriarty had given her with shaking fingers. Mister Burke easily knocked it from her hands before she was able to get a good grip on it. It fumbled to the ground a few away as Mister Burke grabbed her shoulder and squeezed it hard.
“Get… off me,” she grunted. She tried pushing him away from her, but he was much stronger than she anticipated in his drunken stupor. Instead, he shoved her to the ground. Her bag slipped from her shoulder, spilling some of its contents.
“Not likely, my dear,” he sneered, hovering above her. “You see, I wasn’t lying the other day when I said you were too pretty for Eugene.”
She scrambled, trying to crawl away or at least reach for her other pistol that had also fallen. Before she could wrap her fingers around it, Mister Burke had grabbed her foot and yanked, dragging her toward him through the dirt. In desperation, Mary began clawing at him.
An exclamation cut through the night, causing Mister Burke to drop Mary altogether. She took advantage of the opportunity and ran, gathering the pistols and taking cover under the porch of the clinic. She watched as another person punched repeatedly at Mister Burke until he fell to the ground, limp. With Mister Burke taken care of, the newcomer poked his head under the porch.
Eugene.
A mixture of relief, anger, and embarrassment all rushed through Mary at once.
“Someone has a penchant for finding trouble,” he remarked casually. “You all right?”
Mary didn’t respond and silently began picking up the things that had fallen from her bag. Eugene helped her.
“Going somewhere?” he asked after a few moments. Mary whirled around to see him holding up the teddy bear. She snatched it from him and blushed, thankful it was too dark for him to see.
“Yes,” she answered carefully. “I’m going to find my father.”
“You were going to leave? Just now?” Mary stared at him indignantly.
“I was going to say goodbye to Gob and Nova first and then leave.”
“Oh I see. And what about me?”
“You seemed rather busy,” she said, venomously stuffing the bear into her pack. “I got tired of waiting around for you so I decided that was just going to find him with or without your help.”
“Without my help?” he repeated.
“Yes. You’re not obligated to help me— I know that. My problems are not your problems. We’re practically strangers to each other, so I’m sorry if you’ve felt responsible for me. However, you are not.”
“Responsibly for you?” Mary glared again, annoyed with him repeating her.
“I can take care of myself.”
“I’m sure you can. You’re proven that well enough.” The sarcasm in his voice annoyed her even more. “But you really were going to just go off without saying anything to me? I didn’t think you would be that rude.” More anger— Mary felt it thicken on her tongue.
“Rude? My father has about a three-day head start on me. He could be dead for all I know, but you said ‘soon.’ We’d leave ‘soon.’ Yet you spent the entire time flirting with Moira.” Eugene was laughing, a dry humorless laugh, but a laugh nevertheless that made her even more irritated.
“You think that I was flirting with Moira?” he asked incredulously. Heat flashed through Mary’s face.
“I know that you said the two of you weren’t together and didn’t have any plans like that, but I’m not completely oblivious. What else is there way around for?” He continued laughing.
“You think… Moira?!”
Mary pressed her lips together in a hard line and didn’t respond. There was no need to elaborate on something she already stated.
“I think you’ve gotten this entire thing wrong.”
“I don’t care. It’s none of my business who you decide to chase after, or who chases after you for that matter. All I want is to find my father.”
“I don’t like Moira— at least, not like that. She’s been working on an armored jumpsuit for you.” This piece of news surprised Mary.
“What?”
“Don’t believe me still?”
“No,” she answered defiantly. “I don’t.”
He paused, deliberating. Then, to prove his point, he kissed her.
Mary was consciously aware of his hand that touched her cheek, his eyes closing with his kiss, but she felt completely stunned and unable to react. So, it was a complete surprise to her when Eugene suddenly stumbled back, clutching a red mark on his face. She blinked, and it wasn’t until her fingers began to sting that she realized she had slapped him, and slapped him hard, judging by the way her hand felt.
Her eyes were wide, and she found herself slowly backing away from him. He didn’t seem angry that she had hit him, but he appeared… repentant.
“Mary—” He reached out for her.
But Mary ran.
There would be no goodbyes for Gob or Nova, for she fled Megaton with Eugene yelling from behind her.
“Mary! Mary!”
Mary didn’t heed his calls but only ran faster away from the Megaton gate, from the Protectron that asked her to come back again. But she didn’t want to go back, never again. She just wanted to put as much distance between her and Eugene as she possibly could.
—
Eugene never caught up to her, but Mary had always been a fast runner. And it probably helped that the fate to Megaton automatically closed behind her. By the time he would have been able to open it, she would have been long gone, disappeared into the night.
She stopped when she came across Springvale, panting heavily. The skeletal structures of the burnt out houses seemed even more ominous and foreboding in the dark. Though, she knew it wasn’t safe to travel at night and this was the closest thing she had to shelter. Had she wanted, Mary could have probably located the small cave where she first met Eugene, but that would have been too obvious. It would be the first place he would look for her, if he even looked for her at all.
Instead, she picked her way through one of the houses, ash and cinders smudging her hands. Her eyes burned from the wind while running and with unshed tears.
No, that was silly. She shouldn’t cry just because someone kissed her— even if it was her first kiss. At least, she thought it was her first kiss. She didn’t remember being kissed before. All the same, she didn’t understand why he would kiss her…
She came across a porcelain bathtub, still virtually intact. She peered inside of it and didn’t see any radroaches or mirelurks… or deathclaws, and deemed it worthy enough to sleep in. She crawled inside, taking off her satchel to use as a pillow, and curled with the teddy bear.
She had been so sure that he liked Moira, because, well, it had been so obvious. It was the only thing that made sense. But, if he kissed her, then that would mean he wasn’t interested in Moira at all but was interested in her— Mary.
She frowned. Why would he be interested in her at all? They only knew each other for three days, and the only thing she was interested in was finding Dad. She wasn’t particularly concerned with romance. Never had been, if she was being truthful with herself. It was always just her and Dad, and Dad always said that men— men other than him— were really only after one thing. And he had assured her that that one thing was something females like her didn’t want. Mary never concerned herself with that idea, thinking it was just Dad being a protective dad.
Perhaps she had reacted so strongly to Eugene’s kiss because it felt like he was trying to take advantage of her— like what Mister Burke nearly did. It was an overreaction, more than likely, and Eugene probably didn’t mean it that way at all. Nevertheless, she was tired of being told she was a “pushover,” but she was even more tired of acting like one.
Mary sighed, feeling how her lips were dry, but she refused to lick them. She could still feel the ghost of Eugene’s against hers, and it made her stomach squirm with discomfort. So, she scrubbed her lips on the back of her hand, tasting sweat, dirt, and ash when she finally licked them, but she thought that was preferable.
She hugged the teddy bear tighter to her chest and waited for sleep.
—
Her back hurt. And her neck did too. It wasn’t until she opened her gritty eyes that she remembered why they would. Sleeping in the curved bathtub hadn’t exactly been a comfortable experience. She yawned, stretched, and sat up to find Eugene sitting next to her bathtub.
Mary froze, folding her arms across her chest. She knew he was awake— he said he never slept in the Wasteland— but she wasn’t going to initiate any sort of conversation with him.
“You’re up.” It wasn’t a question.
“How did you find me?”
“You weren’t particularly difficult to track down.”
“Well, what do you want? I already said you didn’t have to take me.”
“Am I not allowed to apologize?”
“Apologize for what?” she hissed. Eugene leaned his head back.
“Unintentionally keeping you from your father. Kissing you…”
“Well you’ve apologized now, so you can go away.”
“And what? You brave the ruins of D.C. by yourself?”
“Yes.”
“You’ll never make it past the wharf.” Mary climbed out of the tub, putting the teddy bear back in her bag before she slipped it over her shoulder.
As much as she hated to admit it, she couldn’t deny the truth of Eugene’s words. She had never navigated this hostile world of the Wasteland before, and he had… helped her on several occasions.
“If you insist on accompanying me then,” she said coolly. “Then you must be aware of several things. One, I am going to find my father as soon as I possibly can. I will not be waiting on you to finish talking to your lady friends.”
“Okay…” He looked as though he wanted to argue a point but he kept his mouth sealed shut.
“And two, you will not kiss me anymore without my permission.”
“Fair enough.”
So the two of them were finally off to D.C. Mary was excited but only showed it by giving Eugene the cold shoulder. When the skyscrapers came into view, Mary couldn’t help but gape at the austerity of the sight. She had never seen them in person before. They were both beautiful in their own vast, magnificent way and terrifying with their emptiness.
“Never been to D.C.?” Eugene asked with a hint of a smile at her expression. Mary snapped her mouth shut.
“No,” she scoffed curtly. She thought living in a Vault would evince that.
“We’re going to stop here and scavenge,” he said. Mary turned and saw the decimated sign that read “Super-Duper Mart.” She glared at him suspiciously.
“No stops— especially for lady friends,” she reminded.
“Not for a ‘lady friend.’ For you. You need to gain some experience.”
“What kind of experience?”
“Combat, scavenging.”
“Combat?” she repeated nervously.
Experiencing in combat turned out to be watching Eugene kill as many raiders as he possibly could. Mary had her reservations about killing— especially